wind scouring body eyes black against an impossible horizon
worlds stripping back to diamond slow moments
two vast planes of blue intersecting along a line
an upper plane paler a lower plane seeming deeper moving
each moving differently a smooth upper seeming flowing
along a to-and-fro-ing below and a churning and upper
filled with light lower sparkling with it would you hurl
you between them would you hurl you
I see what it is because we're telling me always
skin alive with terror at last the last dog barking erupting
in the skull at the invisible unknown heart of networks of thoughtless love
it's all come to this but it's all ever all there never erasable
a vastness of eyes and 1s through a
thousand years of penetrating
binary boredom and gasping
beneath barely living twitching
weights also deadening in turn
crushing all leaking breath
skin ossifying to a numbness
defensive but deathly
and she used to run pounding the green expanding
fizzing with bright particles filling cavities
every living follicle caressed with vital indifference
in the midst of dimpling shivering streams of noise